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 	This is my participation for Status cafes  new year event!  
	  

This year i moved for the first time away from home.
The school i was on i felt pretty miserable and left me a lot out so i believed the best for me to do was to move to a big city for my last year of Highschool in order to grow instead of countinuing being at that stagnating place. It feels refreshing having the ability to choose better paths for myself. I moved from a tiny village to a big city where things apparently happens all the time. I love going for a jog/walk in the city by myself while listening to whatever and i love walking in crowds and looking at new faces and styles. Cafes are my favorite to spend my time "quietly" socializing with others.
I have finally met new people that has introduced me to new ways of seeing the world. The culture feels almost totally different and new compared to home. People ask you straight up what you are doing or feeling, and I can even feel that I have inhereted their attitude even though I havent really been much with them.

Difficulties

- Pretty miserable at my old
	school
- Worked a lame summer job
- Angst around Money
- Starstruck by loneliness
- Rabbit getting older
- Angst at what the future
  holds
								 

What goals did i Achieve?

My goals were pretty simple and easy to achieve. I did make animations, one song/melody, read 10 books (read 17 books according to goodreads but i dont update lol), reading 2 philosophy books ( Finnished sickness unto death and walden, but also started and gave up on Human, all too human because it got so boring and felt useless. I did try out new genres books like benjamin franklins autobiography and Dune).
I think i have the same questions and wonders as i had at the start of the year, but they have evolved quite a bit and it feels like i have gotten wiser. I am at least some steps wiser than my past
Overall I feel more calm and content with my own existence. I have learnt many things about myself too that will help me in the future. What helps is writing, walking with meaning, running, meditation and silence.