Labbe had done a lot! Once I took him with me to a pizza restaurant with my playmates. Hes been chased by dogs (very scary). Chased away big birds. Walked loose in nature. Been to a farm. Joined a picknick. Joined me to dig snow holes. Moved here and there with me. Completed hours of ball and baloon humping. Played tag with me in the garden, and he ate my grandmas papers.
When I was a kid I struggeled to sleep alone. I would lay wide awake, too afraid to close my eyes, for hours and I would beg to not sleep alone. I hated to sleep alone and I would always scare myself with scary thoughts. Then dad got the great idea to move the rabbit cage with Labbe inside in front of my bed so i could look at labbe and fall asleep that way. It was very satisfying and calming to watch an animal minding its own buisness. It worked and now I have learnt to sit with my fears untill I get tiered of it and move on.
When i used to sit on my bed and play games Labbe would often and annoyingly jump up, nibble on my blanket and ask for me to pet him. Countless times i have played Owerwatch/minecraft/genshin with Labbe snuggeled around my elbow. Yes, he did piss countless of times in my bed LOL- annoying and stinky. The solution wasto put thick paper and his own piss-blanket so he could still stay beside me on my bed/sofa.
When i walked around in the house he used to waddle after me (even to the toilet lol). Even when i ran around in the garden(or inside) he would run after me and when i went to sleep or sat in my bed playing games he would jump up on my bed. Some times the jumping after me could become so much i had to put boards up on my bed so that i could sleep peacefully and not accedentally kick him down.
My step mother once had to take care of Labbe alone so one day she went upstairs to find him dead! HA! kidding, he was just all relaxy-sleepy position. I think rabbits tend to do that when they feel very safe/secure. Its like their most UlTimAtE chill position ever. Here is some fun pics of him looking dead when he is not actually dead:
Likes
Blueberries, carrors, baloons,
icycle, headpats, carrots,
sitting on my lap, Warmth,
cuddles,being outside
Dislikes
sudden noises, being ignored
forced on back, picked up,
claw-cutting, numb legs
Has bitten:
phone chargers, lamp and
warmer charger, my sweaters,
blankets, furnitures,
sofas, AMP cable, WIIU.
So, after a good while of being with labbe his eyes were better and he jumped a bit off. Now it dosent look like he uses his legs much at all and i dont know if he could be in pain or not, perhaps a little, but not much for him to make any noises or grit his teeth. Sometimes it looks like he is lying down with his back legs to the side, but then i notice him trying to walk while the legs are at the same place. Looks like hes gone a bit numb. But then afterwards he jumps better and seems to have some autonomy over his back legs. My mom wants him dead before i move out again. In August ill move ut far away and ill only get to visit in the holydays. Sadly, this is a dilemma i was deemed to come over. I dont want someone to put a syringe in him for a gazillion money (really, the vet is exspensive) and i want him to die naturally, but i dont want him to live in a lot of pain witheout anyone that cares for him there (my mother never really pets him or anything). It dosent seem like he is in much pain and i have thought about taking him to the vet to have him checked, but it cost a lot and my mom say its wasted and that he " should just die instead" (overexaggerated mby, but she basically said this)
Overall though, he still sometimes grunts and grinds his teeth when i pet him (sign that he likes it, not when i dont pet him) and he still asks for cuddles. When i have him on my lap he could nag and ask me to pet him so when i get tiered of petting him i put a blanket over him and he stops. He seems to like it when there is some kind of weight/warmth over him.
I think labbe has lead a somewhat lonely life, i cannot remember him meeting any other rabbit. We brought him alone. Im no exspert but it feels like hes been lonely a lot yuknow? Quiet and long days when i am gone and when my mother is working. Just him and the whole house with my moms dog, but they dont hangout much. It hurts to imagine his loneliness, but when i think about it i imagine his loneliness as mine; or worse- but human, how would loneliness be to a rabbit, i dont know.
(suppouse ill put it here since i hope anyone close wont see this) I used to feel reeeeeeaaaalllyy alone and sad before, labbe was there and he licked away my tears and then i felt a little better and feeling how silly i was for thinking how alone i was when i had my rabbit