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Welcome to my messy little corner of the web!
This will kinda work as a personal experiment
So far I have put down ideas, interests and readings!
Click About me! if ya wanna know more about me :3
Updates every weekend

I would like to have a space where i can dump thoughts/ideas/findings easily like on this website, but it feels a bit too high-effort and it is a low-priority too...

Good Morning, Good Evening, and Good Night
Conciousnes, conciousnes is the green light.
You can read, watch and talk
But it is nothing when you cannot take the solitary walk

Recently finnsihed reading Capitalist realism by mark fisher
Really good piece on observation about the western consumer-neoliberal culture. He uses a lot of examples and references, but i dont get some of them because it was written in britain in 2007-ish. I like what he wrote about "reflexive inpotence"- when you knopw jthings are bad, but dont do anything about it and the terms connection to "depressive hedonia"- one feels powerless to do anything about the world and results to shallow, hedonistic pleasures.
I started reading Ghosts of my life aswell. I plan to make a youtube video exsplaining "the slow cancellation of the future". Its gonna be a bit of a challenge so far. Dont know if i should put the video into multiple parts instead of one long video; because the animating will prob take time and i can get a little inpatient heheh.
Id like to use the video as an almost-exscuse to show the thought of that it is perhaps neccecary to learn to consume with a heightened awareness and wisdom of actually remembering and connetcting to the work

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Discord: vinch3ll
Email: bl0pbl0p@outlook.com
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Recent cool finding: Media player


Whats new? (D,M,Y)

-02-02-2025: small index, labbe update, about me

-24-01-2025: index change, removed event

-28-12-2024: Small change

-26-12-2024: Cursor change

-25-12-2024: Event page, theme change

-01-11-2024: Guitar page, gifs

15.12.24:Learnings page and index update. Labbe.

-01-11-2024: Guitar page, gifs

11-11-2024: Started Theme change, minor changes

-18-10-2024: library update

-14-10-2024: Rabbit shrine

2024-10-10: gifs add, rabbit add

2024-10-03: halloween theme

2024-09-20: fixed more, guestbook

2024-05-27:fixed A LOT, changed layout

2024-05-10: Made this thing and changed homepage

2024-03-10: Just added lovables page and updated webstuff

Todo:
  • Dark theme
  • posessions
  • Web goodies
  • Pixels
  • Christmas theme
  • Guitarpage
  • Winter theme
  • Webrings
  • Labbe shrine
  • Set up blog
  • set up Guestbook
  • autum theme

Born on: May, 2024

I think it is really inportant to be aware that you cant possibly do everything you planned/want to do. I find it anoying having to confront this real fact. How should one delegate ones time when one wants to test out and countinue with so much? I might know: The tasks at hand sould not take up too much uneccecary energy!

I think now having a slow way of regularly updating and checking this place is better than having this as a low-level-todo list on my dailies all the time. I have way more and better free time at the weekends where i have the chance to skim more around/listen to things while i surf the web

I have realized that it is actually tough to figure out what to put on this website and in what way. Like man! Suddenly I get stuck with what to add and then I stay stuck! I am working on this though by adding a shrine for my rabbit while trying to be aware of other inspirations. I would like to always know I have something work on here...