Books   I really want to read something that inspires me, paints my world and makes me forget time and my own world, because sometimes we just need that. I would like to read any kind of book!

- I started reading a book with the perspective of rabbits, i sometimes catch myself still in that fictional world.. too bad Archive.org is currently down so i cant coutinue :( Sucks that they got cyberattacked and i hope it will get well. 
- I am currently reading Dune :3

Dostovesky- I have read a few of Dostos works. My favorite is The idiot. I love his way of really asking questions and rolling out complex ideas trough such a fluent way of writing. Its like him giving away free, smart thoughts for your own mind to nibble on. Kinda paused reading demons,

Some books:

Walden was a very calming book to read. It is about the authour (Thoreau) that decides to live away in the woods in a small cabin he built from himself, as solitary and as cheap as possible. It has philosophical ramblings about how society dirties the soul of the individual pepole and also descriptions to how he lived that way he lived.There is literally a whole chapter about growing beans.The writing was so intruiging and fluent that it motivated and made me want to try to write as well, but i sometimes got bored and skipped some parts lol. The philosophy was Very striking to me because of his talk about individualism shaped by chosen principles that exist trough art, and a leisure time spent in nature and in contemplation. I think i would like to write more about Thoreaus thoughts and writings.

  • Thoreau made me wonder about how i can really pay attention and observe what is going on. Meditation is great here because it quiets down the mind, also made me want to waddle out in nature all alone and enjoy the time there, very lovley.
  • I would especially recomend Thoreau for anyone interested in writing too because his writing is so unique compared to others i have read
  • Interesting readings:

    1) What a facinating and intoxicating way of writing. Filled with separated paragaphs one can read at any time. I will mentally remind myself to put down some quotes.
    2) Prob the biggest documented case of schitzo mentall ilness by the pantient himself. What facinated me here was his utter exsplainatory way of descring things around him that just made sense. his Crazyness just made sense and it made me wonder about how the ways we also interpet
    3) How our eye interpets Art and how Art sees the eye

    Philosophy

    Philosophy is a wide wide topic and i dont yet know how to "categorize" much of it. Some philosophy books i have not completly completet because i simply got bored by it and did not find any value of reading it. I used to always have a philosphy book to read in the early mornings but now i have gotten busy with a lot of other things and it is slooowww. Besides, sometimes it just feels like wasted time to grubble trough sereval pages witheout getting anything and witheout learning anything; the mental stimulations arlight though. Here i have ranged oldest to latest read- excluding those i have not quite completed/dont remember and thsoe i did not really consider as "philosophy".

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    Some great quotes I have collected:

    Most runners run not because they want to live longer, but because they want to live life to the fullest. If you’re going to while away the years, it’s far better to live them with clear goals and fully alive than in a fog, and I believe running helps you do that. Exerting yourself to the fullest within your individual limits: that’s the essence of running, and a metaphor for life — and for me, for writing as well.”

    -Murikami

    "Only what we experience within ourselves unlocks for us the beauties of the outer world." 

    -Rudolph Steiner, Knowledge of the higher world.

    "The finest qualities of our nature, like the bloom on fruits, can be preserved only by the most delicate handling. Yet we do not treat ourselves nor one another thus tenderly."- Thoreau, Walden

    "it is intended for those who are willing to confront the truth in the grace of life and to seek meaning more in what is problematic than in what is pleasant."

    -Creative Brooding


    "But nearly all people I have ever met in this western society in which I live would agree to the general proposition that we need this life of practical romance; the combination of something that is strange with something that is secure. We need so to view the world as to combine an idea of wonder and an idea of welcome."

    "But a moment's thought will show that if disease is beautiful, it is generally some one else's disease."

    "This horrible fancy has in it something decidedly attractive to the somewhat mystical egoism of our day. That publisher who thought that men would get on if they believed in themselves, those seekers after the Superman who are always looking for him in the looking-glass, those writers who talk about impressing their personalities instead of creating life for the world, all these people have really only an inch between them and this awful emptiness. Then when this kindly world all round the man has been blackened out like a lie; when friends fade into ghosts, and the foundations of the world fail; then when the man, believing in nothing and in no man, is alone in his own nightmare, then the great individualistic motto shall be written over him in avenging irony. The stars will be only dots in the blackness of his own brain; his mother's face will be only a sketch from his own insane pencil on the walls of his cell. But over his cell shall be written, with dreadful truth, "He believes in himself. =I remember my jaw mentally dropping when i read this and I connected this to how everything around us seem to tell us to only believe in ourselfs in a somewhat dull-onesighted way... I wanna discuss this

     If Nietzsche had not ended in imbecility, Nietzscheism would end in imbecility. Thinking in isolation and with pride ends in being an idiot. Every man who will not have softening of the heart must at last have softening of the brain

    All the terms used in the science books, "law," "necessity," "order," "tendency," and so on, are really unintellectual, because they assume an inner synthesis which we do not possess. The only words that ever satisfied me as describing Nature are the terms used in the fairy books, "charm," "spell," "enchantment." They express the arbitrariness of the fact and its mystery. A tree grows fruit because it is a _magic_ tree. Water runs downhill because it is bewitched. The sun shines because it is bewitched = This book was wonderful to read and i should pick it up again in order to reread it. There are so many wonderful quotes and thought-striking statements that I have to stop here with the quotes so this page wont be owerflowing with Chesterson quotes (lolol)

    -Chesterton, Orthodoxy